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darknessdarknessdarkness
the essence of my being
the thing we all feed off
people crave it , people loath it
the darkness is my home were i feel safe
it makes me stronger makes the blackened blood in my veins flow
my mind , lost long ago
salvation does not come for me


Paranoialet the nightmares come to me..Paranoia
demons come and tear , rip and break my body and soul
wanting no one to care this empty body wants to rot away in the deepest pit of hell
seeing the things over and over things normal people dont see
feeling things breathing down my neck
slowely turning insane
needing the pain inflicted on myself
everything will die...


No Worldmy mind , body and soul want to die to waste awayNo World
but somthing inside of me wants to hold on to life
hold on to everything i hold dear
hold on to love
internal disputes and conflicts riddling my mind
everyday , a constant battle
years of pain taking toll on my soul
compassion for life , gone
loosing everything round me
everyone leaving....
i dont know who to turn to.......then there you are
the only person i can count on and trust
i really do love you..


Between Life and deathBetween Life & Death I'm sitting in a cold place Trying to breathe Trying to stay awakeBetween Life and death
I feel nothing but pain I see nothing but me Even though I'm not alone
I feel alone
But now I don't
The pain makes me strong The pain gives me power The blood makes me feel like it's over But the pain keeps me alive Keeps me standing between holding on & letting go I want to let go
I want to loose control
I want to feel numb Cuz with that feeling I won't care
I won't feel bad I won't have to go through what I'm going through Who sa
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untitledi wrote this song for all of you sad people your days are long, your days are dark depressing thoughts leak within your mind and you think that answers you can't find and so wrote you this last songuntitled
chorus: don't be sad, somebody loves you. i won't say, "don't cry" but i know there's more to life than this. there's more than sorrow and pain cause more than blood can leave a stain. i hope that you can be washed clean,
and won't be sad. I hope you know there's someone there. i hope you know somebody cares. sometimes i know that you'll feel sad, but


Did you expect?On that night,Did you expect?
Did you expect for me to move closer to you, Silently demanding your attention? Did you expect on that night we'd walk around hand in hand? You probably did. But I didn't. Did I expect you to take me in your arms, and hold me tight? No. But I loved it. Did you expect things would be, Like this? Every morning I'd curve my arm in yours as we sit and we joke and we love. I trace my hand across your chest, You feel so smooth beneath my touch. A hand on your chest, An arm across your back, A whisper in your ear, Would you ever expe