cya


darknessdarknessdarkness
the essence of my being
the thing we all feed off
people crave it , people loath it
the darkness is my home were i feel safe
it makes me stronger makes the blackened blood in my veins flow
my mind , lost long ago
salvation does not come for me


Paranoialet the nightmares come to me..Paranoia
demons come and tear , rip and break my body and soul
wanting no one to care this empty body wants to rot away in the deepest pit of hell
seeing the things over and over things normal people dont see
feeling things breathing down my neck
slowely turning insane
needing the pain inflicted on myself
everything will die...


No Worldmy mind , body and soul want to die to waste awayNo World
but somthing inside of me wants to hold on to life
hold on to everything i hold dear
hold on to love
internal disputes and conflicts riddling my mind
everyday , a constant battle
years of pain taking toll on my soul
compassion for life , gone
loosing everything round me
everyone leaving....
i dont know who to turn to.......then there you are
the only person i can count on and trust
i really do love you..


CRAVINGS(C)RAVINGSCRAVINGS
I craved for this razor once but it didn't cut me.Friendless,speechless,face down on the floor.Alive or not.See the world through a headache,like a broken mirror like a
distorted image and ...Silence.No one found out.Crazy or not.Reality bites,who taught you this? Wearing masks,pale like Death himself,cold as northern stars,burying the same people every night.Carrying corpses,that burden again,they can't, they won't,they're not dead,I know,I'm tired of this,it wasn't me though. Wake up again,forget about it all! Sharing kisses,awake or not,they're poisonous,they burn,didn't yo


ReverieREVERIEReverie
A million cold hands slapping my face A million voices calling my name (time to start a brand new day) Just let me stay there Let me stay where
No eye can see me no thought can meet me In this world Where I will sing my songs
'cause no one can listen
Don't think that I don't know what your real world
feels like (nightmares don't come only in your sleep,you know) I've more than carefully planned my escape So I can stay where
No eye can see me No thought can meet me